In-dependence
by Becci J. Terrill
For
apart from me you can do nothing.
John 15:5b (NIV)
Independence. As Americans, we are proud of our independence. We
remember what it cost and celebrate it every summer. We send troops around the
world to defend and protect it.
As parents, we raise our children to be independent. From an
early age, we do what we can to help them learn skills and make wise choices in
the hope that they will become independent adults. We celebrate each victory
and achievement.
But, is “independence” what God wants for His children?
I have been experiencing a prolonged season - - not of my
choosing - - of living “in dependence” on others. Unable to do all but the
simplest things, I have had to depend on the help of family and friends.
As an “independent” woman, living in dependence on others does
not come easy for me. Independence brings pride. Dependence requires humility.
I have experienced many humbling and humiliating circumstances on this journey.
It has not been fun. It has taught me much.
Throughout Scripture, God makes it very clear that as His
children, He wants us to live “in dependence” on Him. In John 15, Jesus says He
is the vine, we are the branches. A vine is dependent on the branch for life.
Jesus further tells us to “abide in Him.” Just like the example of the vine and
branch, we are to “dwell” in Jesus or take up our residence with and be
dependent on Him.
Psalm 91:1-2 says, “”Those
who live in shelter of the Most High will find rest in the shadow of the
Almighty.” As a child, I loved these
verses. The visual picture that accompanied this Scripture was of a giant
saguaro cactus standing in the middle of the dessert. Tucked in one of the mighty
branches was a small owl. The saguaro provided safety, protection, shelter and
rest for the tiny bird.
As an adult in a season of dependence, these verses have taken
on new meaning. I see a beautiful picture of “abiding in” Jesus, and being
dependent on Him. When I do this, I will experience shelter and rest as in
Psalm 91. Living in dependence on Jesus also brings safety, protection and
peace (2 Corinthians 1:8-9). Like the tiny owl, I want and need this.
My body will heal and my “independence” will return, but I will
always have the scars from my season of living “in dependence.” May God use
these to keep me depending on Him.
GOING DEEPER:
- Listen
to the song, “Christ in Me” by Jeremy Camp. May we,
like the song says, empty ourselves so Christ is the source of our life…the
One by whom we live and breathe.
FURTHER READING:
Becci Terrill is a wife and mom to two adult daughters. She is
the Children’s Ministry Director at Oakwood Church.
